2 weeks notice

2 weeks more and im gonna sit for my final exam at school. Scary and excited i feel at the same time. Happy because everything is soon to be over after all.phew! well, im actually not fully prepared. scarry aint it. but i still have the whole two weeks to catch up wat i left behind through the year.hopefully.

dont bother

im feeling... lets see, depressed?
oh no, maybe sad. Maybe.
or is it, MOODY?am i?
i wonder what am i feeling.
i cant let it out with anyone, i dont know why.
weird aint it?
oh STUPID is the feeling im feeling now.
why? because i did the stupidest thing i always did all the time every month.
i can never tell anyone about what is it and how it feels like,whatsoever.
argh! why why why?
what am i typing? i cant seem to understand myself, i sometimes hate me.
why cant i just move on? hmm..
i hate me so much. im waiting for him.now. stupid me!

My Raya experience =D

Peopleee! Im back for more actions! Haha! This year's raya has never stopped the fun except for SPM!! Im left with like what? 3 weeks? Its soo fast and im still not fully ready yet. Scary wey. Well, i got a lot of duit raya but sadly, cant spend it,as usual la kan. Haha. The morning raya was FRIGGIN tiring and sleepy. I wanted to continue sleeping until the end of the day,but im surely gonna get scolding by mama. 3rd raya i went to cameron and the journey is friggin dizzy i puked once and i never want to puke again. I found a way to not feel so dizzy and puke which is sleep and distract myself.Hahaha,sounds like a bad idea, but it kinda works for me. I love the view from my hotel apartment.The 3 days i spend there was very chilly. Afternoon je,mesti raining. So have to wear 2-3 shirts and sox! The water lagilah cold. Like ice!! But it was a hell of experience! It was FUN FUN FUN! Wish i could go there again anytime soon with anyone. Saturday pulak, i had an open house just for my sis and my friends only. It was tiring and busy. But the best part, we gather together to lepak and talk talk! Actually, there's more, but will update later with the pics! daaa

Dear Frankie

Found YA!
=D

ps// dear readers, sorry for the type-0. im having a bit of difficulties of typing ;p

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I dont know how i feel and what i should do. He who waited for 3 years has finally mad me feel bad about myself,about what i did and everything that happen.I didnt feel bad for the things he thought i never realised, but i feel bad because of whatever i let out, about how i feel. I shouldnt let everything out. It was to be my own lil secret. Now, i dont know. what should i do? I am confused...Help?

Used to

I used to kiss you and forget which way is up. I could drown in my own bliss before I found clean air, worthy to breathe. I used to hang on every word like it was the key to your heart. I could pick out what really meant something to you by the way your tone changed. I used to want to spend every day in your company; doing everything, doing nothing. I could sit in complete silence with you, yet I felt more alive than when I spoke to anyone else. I used to look you in the eyes when we spoke; watch them change color. I used to laugh at your jokes, back when they were funny. But now… I pretend I’m sick so I only have to hug you; your kiss tastes like an accusation. I try to ignore everything you say; your voice has lost all charm, all familiarity. I can’t wait to leave you, say goodbye; I can’t stand the silences between us anymore than I can stand the conversations. I don’t watch your mouth move, and I try my hardest not to catch your eye. You aren’t the only one who has noticed something weird.

Ps: found this in deviantart. its kinda cool.

Dear Frankie

He's GONE...

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