Im back!

ahhhh its been a while since i last typed in here. I miss writing. Well, now that im a no more a school student, im no more wearing school uniforms and what not. But i miss having plans for the day like going to school and meet my crazy friends.Well, i dont intend to get emo emo-ish today. Now i miss everyoneee! and how i wish i could go anywhere i want with them. There's so many things i would love to do. But, i have to limit myself =(
sad. I know. Well, i need to think about what i want to do soon. What to study, where to study, yada yada, yada. Being a grown up is sort of tiring! but could be fun to though.

One Art ; Elizabeth Bishop

The art of losing isn't hard to master;

so many things seem filled with the intent

to be lost that their loss is no disaster.



Lose something every day. Accept the fluster

of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.

The art of losing isn't hard to master.



Then practice losing farther, losing faster:

places, and names, and where it was you meant

to travel. None of these will bring disaster.



I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or

next-to-last, of three loved houses went.

The art of losing isn't hard to master.



I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,

some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.

I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.





Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture

I love) I shan't have lied.  It's evident

the art of losing's not too hard to master

though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

Its a meaningful poem,though it might sound funny but it pictures what i feel inside. Its about losing a friend,a lover and also a life. Life is dull without the people who makes u happy;friends. Its hard to find a good company,so cherish the people around you. :)

ps;this is not about being emo or not emo. this is about me telling the people around me about how i feel. if u still dont understand it, just walk away.

Bad Day,Bad Dream

Ive been having bad dreams.Why? What's the sign? Why are they changing and why are they ignoring me? I wish i knew.WHY is my own BESTFRIEND is now leaving me eventhough i know we wont last as friends for a long time. True friends stays,we all know that. I have and had my true friends, they stick with me through thick and thin. I wish they are my true friends too, but who am i to make them mine. I love them though they have been with me this year,listening to me and helped me with my 'nonsense'.Whatever it is, ill accept what they do because what goes around come around. Whatever i did to people,is a return for my bad stuffs.Hope things get better soon =/

2 weeks notice

2 weeks more and im gonna sit for my final exam at school. Scary and excited i feel at the same time. Happy because everything is soon to be over after all.phew! well, im actually not fully prepared. scarry aint it. but i still have the whole two weeks to catch up wat i left behind through the year.hopefully.

dont bother

im feeling... lets see, depressed?
oh no, maybe sad. Maybe.
or is it, MOODY?am i?
i wonder what am i feeling.
i cant let it out with anyone, i dont know why.
weird aint it?
oh STUPID is the feeling im feeling now.
why? because i did the stupidest thing i always did all the time every month.
i can never tell anyone about what is it and how it feels like,whatsoever.
argh! why why why?
what am i typing? i cant seem to understand myself, i sometimes hate me.
why cant i just move on? hmm..
i hate me so much. im waiting for him.now. stupid me!

My Raya experience =D

Peopleee! Im back for more actions! Haha! This year's raya has never stopped the fun except for SPM!! Im left with like what? 3 weeks? Its soo fast and im still not fully ready yet. Scary wey. Well, i got a lot of duit raya but sadly, cant spend it,as usual la kan. Haha. The morning raya was FRIGGIN tiring and sleepy. I wanted to continue sleeping until the end of the day,but im surely gonna get scolding by mama. 3rd raya i went to cameron and the journey is friggin dizzy i puked once and i never want to puke again. I found a way to not feel so dizzy and puke which is sleep and distract myself.Hahaha,sounds like a bad idea, but it kinda works for me. I love the view from my hotel apartment.The 3 days i spend there was very chilly. Afternoon je,mesti raining. So have to wear 2-3 shirts and sox! The water lagilah cold. Like ice!! But it was a hell of experience! It was FUN FUN FUN! Wish i could go there again anytime soon with anyone. Saturday pulak, i had an open house just for my sis and my friends only. It was tiring and busy. But the best part, we gather together to lepak and talk talk! Actually, there's more, but will update later with the pics! daaa

Dear Frankie

Found YA!
=D

ps// dear readers, sorry for the type-0. im having a bit of difficulties of typing ;p